For as long as I can remember I have let the opinions of my peers control me. But I said I was owning this blog… so why stop now?
I guess I’m still scared of being judged and criticised for this website, but high school only lasts for so long and I decided that this blog is worth more than the trouble it caused.
Having said that, I’m making changes to the content that I put up. If this blog is truly open to the eyes of the people around me then it needs to be something that I am proud of, something that I wouldn’t mind people I know seeing.
So, I think I just realised I don’t give a shit, and that the thing I was most afraid of was people from my school knowing too much about me. But I can still control, as I still control what content is posted here.
I guess I just really can’t seem to bring myself to leave this place that I named “The Iridescent World of Indy” behind. It was so long ago that I created it for something to do in my free time, but it has become so much more than that, it has become a part of me. And how can I leave a part of me in the past when its who I am right now?